i'm simply having the best time of my life

"i just miss sober aly....and shes rarely around...."

yah. me too.

The only thing protecting my heart is a revolving door….

I’m tired of its instability and the people that travel through.

Maybe I’ll lock it.

typing.
searching.
trying to find the one word
that says everything
but nothing at the same time.
i sit.
i stare.
my fingers dance.
dance across the keyboard
in hopes of reaching the conclusion.
but i can't.
i keep searching.
i keep typing.
nothing satisfies my desires.
make it personal.
say something real.
but no one ever does.
filling my heart with a false hope
that will someday break me.
it doesn't matter
b
e
c
a
u
s
e
i'll keep searching.
i'll keep typing.
until i find....
                                                    

the comfort of society....

paint me a picture
i'll write you a song.
hold me
control me
never let go.
materialistic desires
subconscious fears.
bite your tongue
or maybe mine.
love.
loathe.
judging glares
piercing fires.
go
stop
catch the wind.
throw it away.
always give.
nothing to offer.
sooth my aches
temporary ease.
fill me with lies
watch as i believe.
accept me
condemn you
this
that
there
gone.
and tomorrow...i'll do it again.